You know… he’s helped me with so much more than I could ever explain. If I’m having nightmares or night terrors when I fall asleep on him, he’ll hold me tight, brush his fingers through my hair, and tell me that everything will be okay because he’s always going to be there for me. And, I know he is. I really do. Today after work and talking with his mom, he came right to my house and gave me a huge hug and kiss because he knew I was having a rough day with trying to keep thoughts, and the little food I ate, down. He told me to no longer deal with what my thoughts, or the people around me say. Unfortunately, my cuts came undone again while walking with him, and he saw the blood seeping through my thighs, just kind of puddling up. And he knew it was fresh due to the shine.. so he had me clean up(again), and once I had changed, he just held me and helped me through the thoughts… he had some razors from his work that he had showed me and I had reached for them unknowingly, which frightened him. Even with that flaw, and my scars, and all that we have been through, he has stood by me. With all we have been through in the past year, we’ve stayed together and kept getting stronger. If you can’t find a man or woman that stays with you through everything, I feel bad. Because it feels good to have someone so supportive, that is also in love with you and all your flaws. :’) I hope everyone can find someone as great :)
When you have to run away from your own grandmother because you saw some blood seeping out of your jeans… “I’m sorry Nanny, I just don’t want a hug” :/ oops..
I just looked at my yahoo to see when I got the anonymous messages. I wasn’t eating at 7:22am, but thanks for trying cuntbag. If you were sitting soooo close to me, you would have seen me throw lionas food back at her and refuse Haileys food. But, NICE TRY! You REALLY had me going except, not really. You just contradicted yourself. Thanks sweetpea, thanks for playing. When I cut my arms I use razors, I use knives and razors for my thighs. Need to know anything else? Because I’ll tell you EVERYTHING.
At least when I send things, I don’t go on anonymous. Fucking pussy ass cunts.
Anonymous asked: So do you know how much of a lying little bitch you are? You're not anorexic, you don't have bulimia, and your cuts look like my cat scratches. Tbh you can't have bulimia and anorexia, it's physically impossible. Also, you're eating right now. So you should probably stop trying to seek for attention, no one gives a shit. Bye.
I ate some pineapples and not even half of my chicken sandwich because MY FRIEND AND BOYFRIEND KEPT ASKING ME TO! If you’re going to keep being a little cunt and keeping yourself anonymous, RESEARCH! Because you CAN have bulimia and anorexia nervosa at the same time. Look it up cunt. LOOK IT UP. Go to google or bing or whatever retarded search engine you use and look up “can you have anorexia and bulimia at the same time” I GUARANTEE YOUR CUNT ASS WILL SEE IT! Hell, I’ll fucking look it all up FOR YOU and screenshot EVERYTHING. I was diagnosed with bulimia with anorexia nervosa. If you don’t believe me, whatever. I KNOW what I HAVE.
When good, positive people in your life POST paragraphs on your Facebook to tell you to stay positive, or when one of your friends messages you and tells you that you can get through it because they know you’ve gotten through it all. I literally have nothing but good friends now. I can’t think of better people than these. :) personally, I hate people in general. But, I happen to be very fond of them.